<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/803190372899997886?origin\x3dhttp://kyle-never-say-bye.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore! !
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Biography

The name is Kyle. Pronounced similar to COW but I don't like cows and neither am I one of them. I am someone you can never find identical inside the same planet, that is too unique in between the human race. I am someone with intelligence, but yet always blabbering on small issues. Someone that can be very nice, kind and caring at times, but yet demanding and rebellious. I am not an ahbeng, neither am i an auntie. Although i speak loudly and likes to gossip, but i am very masculine in things that i think its right. I am not an aggressor, neither am i a coward. I likes to voice out my point of view that i agree with. Hmm. Make it short and simple then, That's what a Libra is!

My Favourite Quotes "You think you are very pretty ah?" Currently pursuing for O level cert.
08/10/93!
My Facebook


Entertainment box

LADY GAGA!
POP MUSIC QUEEN!




DeepDesire

When will all these be fulfill?
* Score 19 pts below for N level
* Promote to Sec5
* Score 14pts below L1R4 for O level!
-EL:B4
-CHI:A1
-MATH:B3
-C.S:B4
-C.H:B3
-FNN:A2
* Qualified for either NAFA advertising design or SP Visual & Media Design!!
* Trip to New York on 21st!
* Trip to Taiwan, Hongkong, Sydney, California, Los Angeles, France, Italy, London, Paris, Japan, UNITED STATES!!!
* Trendy Clothings!!!!

Gossips

tag
People with unknown names will not be entertained.
Spammers or Ruiners will be removed immediately.




Gateway board

Meet the people I adore!

Seriously, i dislike tagging people for links.
Please giv me your links in my tagboard if you want me to link you up! Thanks.

Pastentries

Are you sure you want to turn back the time and read about my past?

December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
April 2010


Creditorials

NEVER REMOVE THIS SECTION!

Layout Designer:
chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Others:


Sunday, April 4, 2010

Hours ago i thought i was devastated. But i felt nothing.
Not even a single despair or shedding tears with my mum.
Just numbness. My heart wasn't shattered into fragments like before.
It's just dead. I can't feel the throbbing sensation. I can't feel a single thing.
The only thing i can feel right now is how. How am i going to consider plenty
of options right in front of me? How am i going to deal with a failure father, an immature brother,
a so-need-to-see-a-shrink mother, a moronic grandma, an always worrying for god sake grandpa,
a full mountain of bills and that emptiness in my mind? How much longer can i take such heavy
burden on my already-sore shoulders? What about my O levels? The fees of paying it.
It's less than 36hours to dateline. How on earth am i going to hand that sum of money to
my form-teacher? What about my desired future of being the top art director? It is really just
nostalgic?

Now i am not just dealing with a normal student's problems. A typical teenager don't have problems about settling family bills, household income and that invisible stress.
I have to share the pressure of being driven by scarlet-paper bills. I have to get my butts of my study-chair out to look for part-time jobs. I have to travel from the west to the east to meet my family, but always got driven crazy by them. I have to tolerate the nonsense of my grandma persistently intimating my mother. I have to get use to my father-always-dying nonsensical rubbish. I can barely look at my blood-lined brother with his atrocious wrongdoings. I have to deal with all these stuffs when i am taking my O levels. Even when i was taking my N levels, these things came up as well.

Today, i travelled down east to fetch my mum home. Just as expected, my grandma did what she did always. Intimating my mother. I took the 350bucks (that was firstly intended to pay for my O levels payment) from my mum, who she got it from my dad when i was not around. But, he refused to give my mum the household income. And what about our house utility bills? I passed that sum of cash to my mum after we reached home. I told her i am going to sort this out myself. I told her she's going to take this money for what our house needs. But where on earth am i going to find the money? My today's astrology says "Kyle, Today is not the best day to be making big financial decisions. You may feel confused or uncertain, and will lack focus or direction. Put off any risky decisions until you feel more clear and certain, or until you have better advice."
So, where on earth am i going to get that solution to solve this problem? I have many doubts about it. Certainly.

where are you, my dream.
9:16:00 PM