Friday, July 31, 2009
Woos, i am in love with fridays.
Best day among the week. Finally i am able to have some rest from school
tigh schedules. Hohoho...Hmmm, i intend to type blog from now onwards by
using chinese words. But, do all the readers understand? lol. Maybe.
Focuse test todae was.....TERRIFIC!
I have some confidence in it, but for maths...errhmmm. Not very sure.
Everyday in school was like....laughing non-stop. er, actually not. Hahas.
Used most of the time in classroom talking craps etc. hahas.
I think i still rmb someone named sihao owned me two "ren qing", hahas.
Caused i helped him to draw his art. LOL! Shhh, dun tell anyone. LOL!
So tired man. Got to type F&N notes ardy. Have to complete all by today.
And tml will rush finish my physics 10yrs series. Wooos. Challenging.
Jiayous! 39 more days to "N".
See yas.!
where are you, my dream.
6:47:00 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
Holysh*t! i wasn't in school tis morning.
As wad shaun's prediction was right.
"Monday you wont be in school one", LOL!
I am so sorry ok? i injuried my backside bone yesterday! OPPS.
Morning woke up was like, walking like a lame.
And pain ok? zzzz... So, i decide to stay at hm den. hahas.
Pathetic i doubt?
...
School lessons last wk was like....NO STUDY AT ALL!
I didn't even have the time to concentrate on the studies at all.
Was like, laughing all day with kimtai, weeyong and zf they all.
Damm cannot resist their jokes. Remind me of wad the Bastard
did to Kimtai was like...Make me laugh all day de can? LOL.
Oh, socialstudies and english Focused Test Last Friday was...erhmm..
No comments. Did badly for that, i suppose.
I bet Az will be shouting at me on HS lessons. Haiz.
Oh, got to dash through my school notes le.
See ya!
where are you, my dream.
12:46:00 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
I had managed to be in school for twice this week.
What a bastard rite? Didn't went school.
Total failure i am. Why? Why am i stressed up with everything?
Why am i stressed with N level? Stressed with Love? Stressed with Friends?
I just went focused test this afternoon, it was F&N's.
I managed to complete the paper even i didn't study at all.
But shaun did. Yet he was still in low spirits.
Cause he studied the wrong chapters instead, and he is blaming himself for telling michelle
the wrong ones to study for. He was so depressed, even after the test when we were on
our way to JurongPoint for dinner.
What a friend i am? I do nothing to cheer him up, yet glanced at him. Whole journey,
he was so gloomy. But i didn't even do anything to cheer him up. I found myself to be
useless when i watched him being so down. That's my job, what a really friend will do to
cheer him up. But yet, i wasn't doing it. First, Singonn, then sam. Why am i a failure? I am a useless friend, isn't?
I am, thats wad i think. Useless to be a friend.
What about being a brother or a child?
When things happened, really happened, i can only stared at the problem and keep my mouth
shut so tight. Not even a single word i can say or do. Nothing. I really feel like i am i really fking bastard, not even suitable to be living.. I am a useless brother and child.
Then what about study? Always skipping from school lessons, not handing up hmwks.
Still want to be a doctor? Don't bullshhyt Ngoweehian. You cant even study well.
How are you going to be a doctor which needs to study for 5 years? You dun even know whether you will pass your N level a not. What makes you so sure that you can be a doctor? To save people? You cant even save yourself. Stop dreaming.
Am i that useless? Am i a total failure?
Just......depressed.
where are you, my dream.
9:04:00 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
Is Singapore education sector standards going higher?
Or we Singapore Students become more stupid?
Why do Singapore Polytechnic Standards are set at so high range?
Biomedical Science - 9COP
Optometry-12COP
Wtf. 9 and 12, how to achieve? Recent singapore's O Levels standard are
dropping so low that even some polytechnics like Republic are making Biomedical
Science COP to be 20! Wad's that? Singapore 9 and Republic 20? LOL
Then why don't people choose republic? Since it is the same course and yet the points
are easier to achieve. You are still able to achieve what you want in the end.
Don't really get what's the difference between both polytechnics man.
LOL*
2more months to N Level and i am still typing here with doubts about the COP!
LOL X200!
Cannot imagine when i will be sitting for N level for just 2mths time.
English is a must to pass, And Mathematics too!
19 pts and below to promote to Sec5. HolyShyt*
Stressed! Means all my Subject i have to score at least B3! which is 65marks and above!
LOL! Got to be kidding with me.
Chinese i have confident to score at least A2, or better to be A1. That will be 17pts left
for 4 more subjects and EL & MATHS is a Must to pass, which gives 10 pts.
7pts mre, for 2 subjects. If my Food & Nutrition coursework is well scored, i might get a B3,
Then If i Pass my Combine Science, i will only left 4 pts for Combine Science or Combine
Humanities? STRESSFUL!
Who's gonna help me?????
Only Myself! bloody bastrad i am.
where are you, my dream.
8:01:00 PM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Water drizzle and falls onto my window,dripped it down to the storey one.
What i can see upon the window were only droplets,the sound of the thunder
and flash of the lighting. I unlocked the window and swang it out to see what's
going on. Then i realised.
It was the sky, who is crying now.
Everytime, when rains are here, i will be in low spirits.
A Gloomy Day. Indeed.
Why must the sky rains? Is it because it is sad?
I have no idea why. But what i know was, rainning is crucial.
A daily activity you will see, i presume.
Maybe the sky is like our human, we have emotions.
They do. They need to relief themselves from being unhappy, that's why the did
the same thing as we human did, we cried.
But crying won't solve the thing, so why cry? Big Fcuk?
Why don't we do what we wanted and don't regret, instead of hiding at one corner
and cry? I really don't understand, why do crying solve any problems. But yet,
it is the best way to make us feel better. So, cry at a relevant time, and not
everytime.
Oh, don't be mistaken, i am not crying. Hahas.
I am just spoking of my feelings at this moment of time. That's all.
Aha, i have plenty of homeworks to complete now, and will be going to JWST91 later.
Got to stress up with English Oral Practices, F&N Food Label Hmwks, 4 Maths Paper 2 and Chinese Compo right away. Got to move my ass on. Bye:D
where are you, my dream.
4:48:00 PM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Health is the key for success. Once we are alive, we will have hope and future.Once we are gone, There's nothing no more. That's why it inspire me to become adoctor in future. With better health, we can be able to do more things. Today, was in low spirits. Got school early in the morning, N level's is around the corner.I must strive for the best to proceed to Secondary 5. But i really dunno, if the time is with me,or not. Fate is cruel. Destiny is real. Everyone share the same fate and destiny, which is death.Once gone, everything is gone. That's why health is important. But i have no choice to............................. We love you, forever.
where are you, my dream.
4:50:00 PM
