Thursday, July 31, 2008
"Normal frens..."Sounds fake.
Ok. Just came bak from rehearsal for the NDP...
Was not in a very gd mood as audrey nv come...
No ppl talk to mi in class...Quite siian lar...
Haizzz...
Recess went changiing to school shirt.
Shaun came, so we wait for dion( the SLOWEST QUEEN)...
Went canteen with them to eat...
Den when class for lessons lor...
Siiiannn...
After schhool oso siian...
Haizzz...
" Human are selfish, always think for themselves. Think of what they doare able to benefit themselves. Think abt even by benefiting them,can it benefits me more? Just like frenship, it may last 2 or 3yrs. But are u very sure it can last 4eva? and are the frens u trusting reli able to benefits uin ur future or harm u for ur rest of life. Hate a person is easy, but being the trusted frensare hard. Trusting a reli fren u believe takes a long time. But is the fren u believed worth itfor u to trust on him? Sometimes ppl are make mistakes, but when u noe the mistakes andit is illegal to do something, u have to wake up. Let go of wad betrays, harm u or evenbenefits u for awhile. But i think, u will nv let go of them unless they betrays u. U can choose not be best frens with us. but if u choose them, u will sooner regret.we will still treat u as best frens, it is when u wakeup. Bye, Sam... "
where are you, my dream.
4:28:00 PM
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Todae is the last day of tis month.
And also a day to decide the choice i have to made.
Haizzz...
Sua le...Everything is gone...
Even yrs of frenship is gone too...
If u insists to go with them, wad can we do?
since u are so cold to us, and this is the ans u gave us.
Then shall be it.
From todae,
we all will no longer like the past.
Wad u decided had ardy determine the path u choose.
if u are continued staying with them,
one day u will change like bolin or kahwaii...
I dun reli wan to see this happen to u,
but if u have ardy choosen and wake up.
Then we shall not do anything.
If u think we are normal frens, then let it be.
When you come to talk to us, we will still reply.
as u said, normal frens. Not more or less...
Hope u wont becos of them and changed into a person that we totally dunno.
If thats the case, we cant stop u.
Todae is the last day, which determines whether u will talk to us anot.
But in the 2 mths, not even 10sentences were came out from ur mouth,
to us. Is it means that we are not important then him?
or u dont reli care abt us?
den i cant do anything much...
When u wan to come bak,
the door of our frenship is always open for u.
but if u changed and come bak becos they betrays or dun care u.
Then i would u rather nt come bak...
Just wan to say to u.
Bye! My best fren, Sam.
where are you, my dream.
8:10:00 PM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
1mreday...
Shaun didnt came sch todae...
Was damm bored...Rotting soon...
But i still can see u laughing and joking around in school...
With them...Finally i see that u re still able to live without us...
Living with them may be able to make you more happi
which youu think so...Then so be it.
1mreday...All our past frenships will be washed away by yr hands...
Time for you to wakeup?Or mi?
If it's me, then i shall wakeup from the past. And look forward for my future.
Now then i know, you are reli looking as same as the person u think is yr BEST fren.
Selfish, think abt yrself and the benefits which make you enjoys.
Smile to you? Possible! But it may be a fake one...
You wan to noe why we do this to u?
Is becos u dun reli noe what are true frenship...
True frenships are no matter wad, the fren u trusted will nv leave ur side
and stand with you 4eva...If you tink you have nth wrong...
Then it maybe yr mindset wrong...Or us wrong to know you at 1st...
" Trust is the only communication between true friends and buddies, but to u,
you look more over on your own benefits and selfish to communicate with them."
Thats it...Whether you wan to come bak or not is ur choice.
But let me tell u, if u are looking at this blog...
If you aren't going to change wad u are now...
you will reli regret one day, just like wad happen to u when u are at Sec1.
Betrayed by ppl u trusted one. Sometimes ppl who stands aside are able to look
more clearly than ppl hu are inside the situation.
1mre day, normal frens.
Bye:D
where are you, my dream.
2:19:00 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
2mre days...
Todae was in a mess...
Sibei siian lor...
In the rehearsal of NDP concert was reli in messed...
We dunno wad we are doing...
One word to say, MESS!!!!
OK back to todae...lols...
Geo was boring...Copy notes from xinwei...
EL talk in class abt the puppet show...
Biology was siian...
WHOLE DAY IS SIAN!!!
Ok i going do homework soon le...
Haizzz....
" How could we talk to you when you always stick to him?"
" Even in CCA, he's always there, Wad can we do? Went forward and tok to you?
So fake...2mre days...We shall able to talk to you like normal frens...
Within these 2 days...Wad can we do?Wait for you to come bak like normal...
30july is coming...sad to say u are reli blind-folded...From the MR Yeo says;
Sense-Think-Act...You must rmb this arh...Sam..."
Byezzz:D
where are you, my dream.
7:27:00 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Sian. Its was another boring day at Sat.
Seeing them tgt again, didn't expect melva to be there too.
Haizz. Always stick tgt like ants saw honey. Dump us aside and leave.
Is that what you wan?? Since it's ur decision, we shall respect it.
But when you choose the path you wan, there's may have no turning back.
You have ardy chosen the choice, what can we do?
If you wan both sides as what you think, we shall be the side to surrender.
We dont reli want this kind of dragging situation here and dere.
Do what you want and walk your own path, is you choice.
From what i heard from city harvest church;
"A marathon of life starts with a starting line with endless finish line,
which you cannot see. When you are the the half of the marathon,
Friends will join in. Now you would feel tired since you have ran so mani rounds.
But you cant see the finish line, if you dun finish, you cant win.
if you dun have frens to join in and cheer you up. You will collapsed."
Ok, back to todae.
Went staflord find shaun tot he going tuition,
but he didn't. so wait him outside to meet him and hua came.
Chat abt things that happened.
4days mre...
Haizzz...Was dragged by them to city harvest church.
Located far at sg expo...Zzzzz...
The people there were friendly...
I do enjoy myself there really...
Singing songs, watching videos and listen to the speaker which talks funni...
Pray and Sing to jeuses...
You all must reli go to those concert church and listen to what they says...
Maybe something might change yr life.
For mi, i do changed after listening to the stories that they said.
Ok, time to pray...lols...
i am a freethinker ok?lols...
k ba, see you tml! Bye:D
where are you, my dream.
10:21:00 PM
Friday, July 25, 2008
Hello:D you are currently looking at kyle ngo's blog!
Tagg mi in my chatbox if you are done of looking anything:D
Thanks...
Ok back to todae,
Todae is fruit day...Boring...
During Physic lesson in lab siian half..
haiz..
EL discussion about the national day things....
Siian.. i group leader somemore...zzzz
Maths oso sian...
Do question...haizz...
Focused test was okok lor...Heard alot ppl nv finish the questions...
Same for me too!!hahas...
Boringzzzz...
Frisbee training sucks man...
Sibei siian...Raining somemore...
Sit there dunno do wad cos mai let my shoe muddy....
siiiiannnnn...
when is my " siian " going to gone?
Maybe tml????Going with shaun ply pool...
anyone interested contact mi lor...
Hahahas.....
tml still gt tuition...Go there oso nth to do...
Sit there oso cannot turn behind...
Heng gt atika tok to mi lor...if nt i sibei siian...
Haizz...5more days to count down...
Coming bak? or leaving?
5days mre say byebye...
k ba i go do tuition hw le...
Signed off! Bye:D
Rmb to tag mi when you finish reading...
where are you, my dream.
5:42:00 PM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
A survey from KYLE NGO!!!
Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
1) Shaun
2) Sam
3) Audrey
4) Dion
5) Singwei
6) Esther
7) Shufen
8) Liyi
9) Junhua
10) Jiayuan
11) Huay Bee
12) Daphne
13) yaohui
14) leon
15) kahwai
16) weikian
17) jingning
18) xinwei
19) ah ling
20) mich
How did you meet #14?
- In real life
What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
- I will miss my best friend!
What if #9 and #20 dated?
-No way. They didnt know each other.:
Will #6 and #17 date?
- lols, if thats the case, they will be lesbians...
Describe #3.
- Stupid, retarded, happy go lucky and silly girl...
Describe #7.
- Quiet and hardworking person lor.
Know any of #12's family members?
- Of cos not...
What will you do if #18 confesses to you?
- IMPOSSIBLE...i am not a gay ok..i am straight
What language doesn't #15 speaks?
- anything except english and chinese.
Who is #9 going out with?
- #2 or #1 or mi lor...
How old is #16?
- 13+?
When was the last time you spoke to #13?
- Before june holidaes...
Who is #2 favourite band/singer?
- He don't like music much i suppose? anyway his things wont concern me till 30july, someone will concern de...
Is #19 single?
- I dont know.
What is #10 last name?
-Still jiayuan? or yuan?
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
- Not very sure...
School of #3?
- Grace Orchard...lols...JWSS lar...
How does #5 talk?
- He talks with no link at all...
Where does #6 live?
- Street 90++ ba?
What's your favourite thing about #4?
- Nothing much..lols..jkjk...erm, too mani stead?lols
What's the best thing about #20?
- Caring and keep nagging..my MUMMY lar...
What makes #17 a good friend?
- She also think for others and stand in others shoe and think?
When was the last time you saw #14?
- Before July?
Five people you want to do this:
k lar...i very kind de...you all wan do take urself lor...hahas...
later say i bad....
where are you, my dream.
8:49:00 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Yawnnn...
Woke up at 6plus in the early morning.
Is about to meet singwei later to cut hair:D
Hahahas...
Haizz...
IN school oso the same lor...
Always see them stick together...
Saddy for shaun...
Haiz...7days more...
After that day,
normal frens ba. but i presume no nid normal frens le..
is ardy like stranger...
Haizz....
k ba...Meeting singwei soon...
Byes:D
where are you, my dream.
6:01:00 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
Woke up at around 6plus,
Went school afterwards.
Haizz...
Racial harmony day is boring...
Sibei boring lor...
After school wait shaun go cca,
cca cancelled since raining.
Dun reli understand...
Why must u stick to him everytime, everyday.
Are u just so popular like a star??
As bright as it, 9more days...
After that day,
This star is gone in our heart anymore.
where are you, my dream.
5:53:00 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
neva maple quite for long time le.
Recently just update my acc!
Woke up at 9.30am tis morning.
Went Tuition at 11am. Saw them again...
Haizz...
I wonder when he will come back...
Disappointed...Totally.
EL tuition very fun, the tutor toks gt action de...
like a slowly cruise behind, he makes actions like a rapist wan rape ppl
which attack from behind.
Afterwards went gehpo with atika lor...
Eat mac...
Den they come again...
Zzzz...
Haizz....Not we dunwan tok to u, is yrself choose the path that we
dun use to be like the past. have laughters and smile.
After Maths tuition went ply lan with junhua.
Very fun...
Den he came...i whole day bo tok to him..
Dun say whole day lar...
From even start of the month i hardly tok to him.
Haizz...
After plying lan,
i accompany shaun to jp...
den went off...if you could just say a hi or bye to us, we might reply..
Not even that at all..
Disappointed.....
where are you, my dream.
6:39:00 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Just like normal days,
Tired as ever....
Went sch abt the same time...
Haizz...Boring lessons whole day...
makes mi feel sick.
CME ply dare with audrey lar...singwei lor...
In the end only mi n audrey done all...
After school went home 1st lor....
Changed le jiu go meet shaun...
Went jp for lunch.
Saw him with THEM again....zzzz...
Dun reli understand y must stick to them like superglue like tat...
When they maybe even at every sec backstab or using u nia...
Reli dun understand him at all...
Nbm...
After lunch went home lor...
I made my own blogskin...
Maybe changing soon lor...
Cos in my blog skin gt ppl maybe sooner nt my bestfren le...
Haizzz...
K lar, byes:D go bath...cya tml,
My dearest blog and audience.
where are you, my dream.
9:43:00 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Let go of this friendship? Or Hope it will come back one day?
Since days when he appeared in front of us,
but we doesn't seems to be in his view.
Also think about himself,
His own desire, His own things.
Also take things for granted and thinks he is also safe.
But will one day came to make you do the decision? or
you do not even have the chance to decide?
Someone tells me " True Friends are Idiots that helped you when you
have troubles, problems and stucked. "
But to me now, Friends are really using each and other.
Just to get their own desire. there's no forever anyway.
Only you yourself.
You always think about what will makes you happy, joy and excited.
But you neva look at yr surrounding...
Anything changed? or you changed?
Things in this world are not for granted. Not what u want you will get.
We gave what you wan. But what you gave us?
Attitude? Or Stranger?
Maybe now is the time to let go or not i am not sure...
But you yourself let go of this frenship,
you said you will treat us as frens? this makes us so disappointed.
Just becos of someone who attracts you or a thing,
You let go of us...And now say you treat us as only FRENS?
Thats it...Makes us really disappointed.
Even one day you came back,
You will then realised everything had changed.
We wont be like past. Not mi, Not shaun, Not you.
And you think he is because of you and him as BEST frenship and stick with u?
I dun think so actually.
He's just using you...Not only that. He also using you from the beginning.
Are you sure you and him are best frens?
Or just tools for plying?
When you saw this post, Think about it....
....
where are you, my dream.
9:09:00 PM
Monday, July 14, 2008
Yawns...Wake up at 6.30am to go school.
As tired as every school days....
Morning went hall to sit lor...Den Geography was 1st lesson.
Almost whole class ppl de bks were messed up...
Dunno by hu actually...
I simply very dulan lor...Siiiann...
Afterwards found le.
Whole lesson in school was boring as 4eva.
DyingZzzzz...
After school went n1 find shaun lor...
Haiz....
Sadd...From Best to normal,now to stranger...
" Hope one day goes back to its origin...Nothing will change,
Not mi, not shaun, not you."
Kkie signing off le...Go do homework.Byes:D
where are you, my dream.
6:37:00 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Ytd we were so high man...
Happy Birthday to Shufen:D
A late celebration...Are u curious of wad is it???
Let mi explain to u 1st ba...
Ytd mi, Shaun, audrey, evelyn, shufen, esther,zhijia, singwei and calista
went dion's condo to celebrate shufen's birthdae...
Sibei high lor we all...
Ok end of my typing...
See photo better rite???hahahss...
Enjoy:D
Cream War:D
Evenings when lights are GONE:D
the 2 siao charbo and dion's di...
After photo's, we went singing happi birthdae to shufen:D
Ok after that we went "spa" lols...
Fk the security guard lar...Come catch us...
Dion di most pro de lor...
Swim Freestyle, backstroke and buttlefly in the pool..
When he saw security guard den say shhhhhh and run...
Zzzz...Afterwards mi and calista were wet...
Went dion's hse to keep dry...
Calista phone's drop onto the water...
Made by dion...
Still dare say no..nt i make de...all ppl with more den 10eyes saw her pushed calista wor...
Lolss...
Den we ton till nite around 12+ went home le...
Luckily i took 1 video in her room:D
we had lots of fun ytd:D
Tagg mi if u reading my POST:D
where are you, my dream.
10:49:00 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
Recently siian of blogging...
Nothing to post much actually,
Erm...recent were the same lor....
Without sam, mi and shaun were with audrey n dion...
during recess lar, after school lor....
k lar boring of toking le...quite tired todae...
K ba once again recall wads past...
I wasted 1hr to do this leh..Hope Frens inside here will enjoy this...
hahahas...But nth will go back to its original shape when changed.
Enjoy:D
where are you, my dream.
6:42:00 PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
" 世界的变化 "
Changes and changes all over each an every era.
A little imperfect makes thing changed.
World changes at every sec, Not only them but human.
Ok back to here....
Todae was sucks man...
Went sch at the same time. Stupid bala, fk him lar....
Dun let the auntie open class door at earlier time,
harm all class de ppl sit outside...
How to study...
Fk him lar....Siian...
Bio was boring as ever.
Workbk lar...Heart here heart dere...
These and dat...Sian.
F&N more BORING!!!!
Sux Subject...
Dun understand y the god treats mi to bad...
Gif mi 2 subject dat i dunwan, F&N n Geo...
Frens leh...Haizzz....As long as god treats mi BADLY!!!!
FK U...DUN CARE WHO U..STUPID GOD...
Recess sit with dion they all with shaun again...
audrey sibei teasing ppl...Keep laugh on shaun abt how he eats....
Stupid joeso keep look at mi...
Wan catch my hair wait long long lor...With 1 pin i can do anything...
hahass.... Maths test sux....All qns i dunno hw to do...
Only 1 Toa Cah Soh Qns...
Rest Geometry de...Fail le lar...
EL quite funni lar...Azri lar they all
THey acting infront of whole class make us laugh like siao...
Den liyi laugh till whole face red like apple lor...Wahahhas.
Chinese oso siian...Haizz...
Went office find jaya kumar with audrey cos she wan find him...
Den she mens say wan go home...
Jaya kumar let sia...No nid go cca de...
Stupid lim nan ting, when are u going to change?Wake UP!!!!
Ok end of post, meeting shaun later.Bye:D
where are you, my dream.
3:33:00 PM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
My stomach is going to burst soon!!!
Breakfast was o mettle with ham...
Drinks is coffee and in school have a wintermelon tea.
Recess bought 1 mre wintermelon and wanton noodle with chicken cutlet.
After school went jp for LJs, peg-leg meal...zzzz
Burst le lar...Sibei fulll man.
In school was boring man.
Maths sux...DO qns...
Geography chatting in class anyway.Ohpeiling angry gif attitude siok...
Hahasss...
Den recess were eating with shaun...
Dion's earring tio caught by joeso..hahass..
Haizzz...
After school went jp with dion,shaun,audrey,shufen and esther.
Mi and shaun went eating lor.
Pei shaun wait bus den i went home afterthat.
.....
" Since you decided to stand in the middle, then let it be as
you said normal frens lor. Where u choose to stand already veri
clearly le. So dun say u wan stand in middle or wad. i mai tok le so
from todae onwards as u said, normal frens lor. "
where are you, my dream.
3:27:00 PM
Monday, July 7, 2008
Just went gehpoh with shaun,
Ply Counter-strike...
Dam fun lor...
Kill ppl, sibei fun...i 1st time ply leh...
Out of 5 ppl i got 3rd in ranking leh...
Hahahss....PRo ok?
Junhua came at around an hr later.
Start plying...
We 3 tag-team..
Sibei fun lor...
Kill kill killl...
All die...
I shoot alot die ok? pro hao ma...wahahhass...
But one isn't dere.Haiz...
At past, were 4 together, left 3 now.
Haizzz....
K ba..i go do homework le...
Bye:D
where are you, my dream.
7:03:00 PM
Zzzz...Todae wake up at 10.34am.
Ytd went jp with shaun n junhua for dinner,
afterwards we went ply initial d a while.
Den it's still earlier,
So we decided to go to library for some fun.
At there reading books lor,
haiz.
Sian....
Tml school starts again....
Nightmare is HERE!!!!!HELP
Ok end of my post,
Meeting shaun later.Bye:D
where are you, my dream.
10:33:00 AM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Woke up at just nice 9.30am,
Busy working with my tuition work.
Went to tuition by walking at around 10.39am,
It's stalford again!=.=
I was the 3rd to enter class.
Whole class were like empty when it reaches 1100hr.
Tutor went in to class,
After it were other students.
English tutor was quite a joker,
He do lots of actions in class.
Make the bad mood person which is mi!
Have some fun.
His teaching were very unique?Easy for mi to absorbs.
Didn't talk to him at class,
Due to someone in class.
After that i went gekpoh for some refreshments.
Saw them again,
Pretend to be stranger with them.
Afterwards was maths tuition,
The tutor explained a new chapt called kinetics.
Zzz....
Boring chapter.
Went out of the room and saw him again.
Said bye to me and i pretend didn't heard,
walk away instead.
when 30july comes,
it's time to say for mi to say bye to you.
After that day,
No longer close friends anymore.
Normal de ba i presume?
It's sleeping time!!!!
I now deciding to take a nap,
chat me in msn if you finding mi~
where are you, my dream.
6:11:00 PM
Friday, July 4, 2008
At the past we use to be best buddy,
Were ever together at everytime.
No matter in school or outside,
But things changes when time passed.
Not only you,
But all people.
It may be a chance for you to search the world outside,
But you forgotten that there are still best friends besides you.
We were with you since in this school,
even things happened between we guys.
But we tried to make it forget,Not even a bad memories.
You left us for just a foolish thing,
But you neva realized that things changes.
Just to say good bye to u at 30july.
After the day of it,
We may no longer be best friends anymore.
.....
Lets101 - Free Online Dating
where are you, my dream.
5:19:00 PM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
I made it!!! Finally made myself to do homework!!
WOah, 1st time in my sec3 life...
(Claps,Claps)
Recently lesson in class were as boring as ever.
Luckily got my that batch of frens in class,
If not i am not going to make it,Will slp anyway.
Just a day for homework!Maths was fking alot, it's going for me to suffer at this weekend.=.=
It was a boring PE,Pain!!I sprain my left foot, but it is ok le.
Hahas,Shit!I forgot to do maths! Omg, Limps confrim kpkb mi de lar.
Luckily he didnt noe i haven done his hw. Woah, wad a heng.
SS was a the most boring one, The new cher tok like diong god ji.
Speak like cannot speak, will out of tone de. Zzzz...Dion is MAD!!! She go cut her neoprint with her stead muacks de....
Chinese lesson was the one part that is not boring, Do compo!:D iloveit. Fun!!!
Went jp with shaun for lunch and saw siyun with shufen.
Aiyo, they ask mi sit down and eat with them, so bobian nid to sit down lor.
hahas...After lunch we chat abt past when we are 1E5.Ok went home with shaun.
I guess thats the start for me to work hard for Sec4E3!!!
Jiayous!
Thanks my nu peng you, liyii:D for supporting wo for my cooking,
but i think i did badly cos zarina veri tiaoti one.hahahss...
where are you, my dream.
4:58:00 PM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Most likely is it not. Human changes easily.
Maybe a fren of yrs now may not be forever.
Time changes everything in the world,
Don't you agree?
Reading my post veri boring hor?
Aiya, this is how my life works.
Even best frens will neva be forever,
i told huaybee this sentence during frisbee;
" 朋友是互相利用的, 友情就好像花, 也有凋谢的一天."
Haizz...
Ok end of Boring things.
Todae lots of things happened, There is sad one, happy ones.
Sad one is my FOCUSED TEST SCORE 17&1/2 over 40 marks! T_T
2 qns careless mistakezzzz...
I would have passed if i did check the paper properly.
Haizzz...
GOd ar!!! When are you going to take care of mi???? You are such biased.
Geo were as boring,
Listen to the Army Ms Oh continues lessons.
EL Was sux. Lim sy discussed abt the project dat we are doing.
zzzz...
Ask mi draw wolf mask, YOU THINK VERI EASY LAR!!!
ASK MI DRAW JIU DRAW...KNS...U COME DRAW LAR...YOU THINK DRAWING VERI EASY AR...
IHATEHER!!!!
It was once again phy.
Mi and audrey were observing jonatt.
He kept doing stupid stuffs like using PAPER to hit Simxinwei...
ZZZzzz...
Use half fold ones somemore...Then he kept doing stupid stuffs,
Make us laugh like mad.
GOsh, Stupid Dennis, wan check my book see got do anot.
KNS... Whole class only 4 or 5 do nia...
Who will do his work?Zzzz...
FK HER!!! STUPID ZARINA....
Her lesson were as bored as ever,
Go through the chapts, then ask us do worksheet.
Stupid lor... DO wad worksheet waste my precious time.
Haizzz...
Todae was a day that mixed up with sadness and laughters. T_T? ^_^?
where are you, my dream.
2:31:00 PM
